small stuff

Browsing through my mailbox today, I once again read my horoscope and it said, "Sometimes you measure everything and everyone to an unattainable standard that leaves you disillusioned. Be open and be realistic-you will discover joy in a variety of ways and a myriad of places." What the heck does this suppose to mean?! That I have a really high standard?? hehe Well, it's true though. I smile upon reading it because it spoke the one true thing about me. This is sad, of course, when one looks at it in the long run. Because I don't think anything or anyone, for that matter, can even come close to what I've set for them. This situation will always leave me wanting and discontented. One way or the other I'd have to overcome this. I'm sure this'll be over in a giffy. (yeah right.)

Anyway, more stories from yesterday... Well, last night while I was taking off my favorite pair of earrings, one of the stoppers of my stud earring fell on the floor. Knowing I have good eyesight when I'm wearing my friggin' contacts, I was complacent and didn't wanna reach down at once. So after a minute or so I finally decided to look for it... and then bang! I couldn't find the goddamn stopper!!! I felt really depressed (in an 'alicia silverstone-clueless' depressed kinda' way) about losing it again. I lost it once in a friend's car and freaked out the moment I realized it had gone lose. sigh. Now I've totally lost it. But hey, see me now and I'm still wearing the earring. I've found that I can use other stoppers for it. Doesn't really matter which stopper I'm using, as long as the earring's stuck on my ear. Haha. This definitely taught me a valuable lesson today -- never sweat the small stuff.